“There is salvation for faltering on any virtue, but not for ingratitude.”
Thirukkural (Translated from tamil; Chapter 11: gratitude)
My father would often quote from the above book to drive in his point while having conversations. Point noted dad. My musings these days do not venture beyond the lessons of the corona times. In my last post, I spoke of the lessons this tiny virus is teaching the world. I felt I needed to write separately on a very important duty which we all are bound as humans to perform. To say “Thank You”.
“Thank you” is a very small word but with a sea of meaning in it. We go through life putting in a lot of energy and time on our loved ones with the mental assurance that they will stand by us in our difficult time. However life is such, that when we need help the most complete strangers turn life savers and we cannot say anything more than a “thank you” to them.
Dual edged sword
My blog post today is an ode to all those who are giving us hope to move on. I call them corona warriors. These people they are fighting not just the disease outside but the emotional effects of this insane situation within themselves also. Every single day I am reading reports of health workers who have succumbed to the disease while treating. Their place left empty, in the hearts of their loved ones, never to be filled again. For me, they are akin to soldiers who lose there lives in war defending their country.
I penned a poem after reading the experience penned by a junior doctor with NHS ( I hope you get to read this post) . I don’t know her name but she is a nameless faceless warrior for me. Just like so many of them out there. I am no poet, yet as I sat reading her account I could not help but pen these few lines. It’s a humble and a sincere attempt to get the focus of the world on the emotional toll this is taking on the healthcare workers every single day.
A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A FRONTLINE WORKER
She died in the last bed,
A study in silent prayer
Remembering her family
Eyes haunted with despair
*
My lens got foggy
As I stood be(d)side
Realizing too late perhaps,
Can’t afford this emotional ride
*
“Ah! this just got free”
Signaled my colleague
My heart in a wrench, knowing
It’s for a machine
And not the dead being
*
I want to scream
At the injustice of life
At the god she prayed to
At the despondency now alive
*
Its gone past midnight
Got to trudge home
Having cast aside, this blue armor
Lying so heavy on my soul
*
I knew not why
I chose this lifestory
Was it the lure of titles?
Or the misleading allure of personal glory
*
Tonight, peace will elude me
The relentless fight within
No medical book can answer
The inherent dilemma therein
*
Tomorrow is yet another day
I need to brace
Donning my blue suit
With humility and grace
*
Knowing it’s not over
Until the last hope is alive
What if, One soul is lost
There are many more yet to arrive,
*
However, I realize
The title “Dr” has costed me dear
sold my soul to the devil?
With death so near
*
With every breath so precious
I know I‘ll be saying soon
“This just got free”
Probably to save another soul ..
..probably to save another soul.
Dedicated to all front line health workers who every single day are relentlessly fighting the fight both outside and within. God bless you all.
A small notes of thanks
A small note of thank you to multitude of people involved in the war whose names are probably not mentioned frequently enough…….
Thank you to all the doctors, nurses, paramedical staff, ambulance service personnel, technicians of various units , lab personnel, pharmacist and therapist at all hospital/ makeshift treatment units.
Thank you to all the police personnel out there manning the roads, ensuring lock down, ensuring law of land is followed, supervising sterilization programs as its being done here in UAE, tracing and identifying the chain of carriers link and their supporting staff at the call centers.
Thank you to all the small and big shop owners and basic service providers right from the milkman to the security personnel at the gate. Entire food supply chain members. To those providing their services without charge or fear of their own lives.To the health ministry personnel of various countries. This caught them totally unaware as well, but they still are, fighting.
To the factory workers who have to produce at relentless speed the ppe items, disinfectants, medicines, hospital supplies
To all those who have donated funds or their time in contact tracing, or their expertise in translation of language or volunteered for support and rescue operations. I know several dentists too who are doing their bit. There are those caring for homeless people on the road. Those who have not forgotten stray animals on the street.
Wow ! Seems like a long list. But still I am sure I have missed many many more.
So, if you thought you had no one to thank, you were wrong. We are all part of a big machinery. One cannot survive without the other.
If you know someone who has in anyway served for the betterment of this corona afflicted world, kindly share with them and
“TELL THEM YOU DEDICATE THIS TO THEM”
God bless us all
“Vasudhaiva kutumbakam” ( translated from Sanskrit : the world is one family )
Very well articulated the emotional uncertainty one goes thru in these times …also the THANK YOU is well appreciated..
The entire world is one interdependent society where each one assumes the role of a warrior at different times when necessary. This viral pandemic gives us such an opportunity to learn these things and make changes in our lives so that we continue to live happily in harmony with each other. Well penned.🙏
True Dr Prasad life gives each of us the opportunity to do our bit for the society.
Well written. God bless the frontliners and save the world from this pandemic. Hope to go back to normal life soon (with lessons learned, of course) .
Pray that day comes soon. Thanks Niveditha.
A touching poem Sonu. You write so well
Thank you didi
It’s so true what you have written Sonu. So many people to thank ;for keeping us safe and comfortable during these uncertain times. Your poem does throw light on the difficult moments faced by the Healthcare workers. Beautifully penned. Looking forward to hear more from you.
Yes shalini.. Not everyone helping is wearing a white coat yet they are a hero. Who would know this better then you.
Very well written with such a deep meaning to each word. Who can know better,when I have two warriors in my family.
A BIG THANK YOU TO EVEN THE SMALLEST CONTRIBUTION IN THESE TRYING TIMES.
In these times gratitude is one virtue we all need to express to give strength to all these warriors out there. Thank you so much Fathima.